Jake
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I have decided to send this gif every time I win immunity.
I have to say...I'm disappointed in myself. I'm still immuned for the 4th time in a row, but this is the first time I didn't get first place in the challenge. SECOND PLACE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. Not for Lemjam6 it's not. I play for first place and after that I don't give a fuck. Luckily, with the twist, second is as good as first, but in my heart it's not! I am the most competitive person I know, I will not settle for less.
I have mixed feelings about Clair being voted out. Clair is friends with Nick and Adam, who I consider allies/friends of mine. So I think Clair would have been a vote on my "side" when it came down to it, but I know Clair would've picked Nick and Adam over me and I know Adam would've picked Clair over me. So Clair going sort of brings us closer, but it's definitely a number down even though it wasn't someone I am particularly close to.
Craig and I continue to bond a lot. I talk to him and Nick by far more than I talk to anyone, so I'm glad we're all safe. I am worried for Adam, though. Clair just left unanimously and this is Adam's first tribal council, I think he could be in danger. I'm going to tell Adam to fight for his life and I will make some small talk, but I need Adam to fight for his LIFE right now.
Hopefully I get this idol clue soon and can find the idol, but I have a bad feeling it's been found. Craig is a smart kid.