Austin B. (Webly):
Hey, I promised a confessional recapping what I've been up to. I can't remember the last time I sent a confessional. I'm proud to have made it to 6th place. I thought I would be getting 12th place then 11th place then 10th place then 9th place then 8th place then 7th place. But, I kept surviving each vote despite being the biggest social threat in the game. Everyone knows that I would (most likely) win if I got to the end. No one wants to bring me to the end, but still even while I'm about to get 6th place, I had Marissa wanting to work with me to get Martin out. Despite everything in this game, I made it this far, and I'm proud of myself.
When we merged and we had all that drama and the personal attacks, it made me upset about the game. I thought things went way too far. Repeatedly posting a picture of a dead baby was just atrocious. And, everything I said would be under attack. It was a smart strategy on their part, but it was brutal. I'm not a person to attack anyone unless they are attacking me. I'm an empathetic person. I realize people have their reasons for everything. I understand why I'm going home at this vote. But, it pulled me away from the game. And, that's why I haven't been sending confessionals. I started caring less about the game because I knew I was going to lose.
My alliance was... poorly organized. We actually could've made it to the end. But Jeff decided to vote me out. And, then he quit to rub salt in the wound. Honestly, I trusted CJ, Chris, and Kamani the most. All were voted one by one. I love Andy, and I trust him a lot, but his connection to Viv was his ultimate downfall. This game was intensely personal, so I understood why he had to stand by her multiple times. And, Martin was all over the place. I failed to make a close enough relationship with him. Even though it seems as if there was no way I could stay, I truly believe that if I developed a closer relationship with Martin earlier on, then everything would go differently that's on me.