Smitty
This is my question with you that I still don’t understand to this day. Why did you decide to expose me and completely shit over me early in the merge? I had your back 100% and trusted you 100% thinking the feeling was mutual. I thought it was strong. I wasn’t mad by it by any means, in fact I actually wanted to laugh. Not because it was funny, but because I was shocked. Even after that point I still wanted to work with you and mend the relationship because I thought not working together would just be fucking stupid.
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I don't remembering shitting all over you. If I said something demeaning about you, then I am sorry, but I honestly don't remember it. Honestly, I didn't have your back 100% in the early merge. Before the Jordan vote, you were my #2 ally behind Mearl, and probably the ally I felt I was most likely to go all the way with. However, I really didn't completely buy the story about you forgetting to vote completely. Obviously, I know it is true now, but I wasn't at all sure then. I never really worked against you during those first 5 rounds, but I never fully trusted you.
As for exposing you to the other side, I genuinely wasn't sure which side you were on. If there was ever a point in this game where we weren't talking as much. It was probably between rounds 11 and 14. I didn't even know which side you were on for sure because you seemed very prone to protecting Brady.
As for the actual exposure, I'm not 100% positive who I exposed you too. I really thought that everyone knew you were 'in the middle'. I assume that I exposed you to Brady because he was the only person that had any reaction to anything I told him. I offhandedly told him that me and you voted for Brandon. I really didn't think it was new information to him when I was saying it. When he reacted surprised, I did feel a little bad because I wasn't trying to screw up your game at that point. Ultimately, I'm happy that it did unintentionally help us get tighter again.
I appreciate you taking the time to mend our relationship. I really didn't know that I screwed up your game all that badly until now. I apologize.