I felt fine all day but now I have this weird pain in my spine and kind of in my ribs and also in my right ear? And I feel like I’m going to throw up, I have no idea what’s going on and it’s giving me anxiety. I want a hug.
And I kinda feel pathetic blogging about my issues all the time but it’s kinda therapeutic in a way. Or makes me feel like I can just say whatever.
But I’m just exhausted and it’s been a very long and bad day and I just feel so isolated from people and it’s killing me. And then I do go out, try to do something excited or out of the norm, and I get two creepers coming in to ruin that; one following me around a store and the other literally taking a picture of me. And just an IRL friend lying to me and making excuses as to why she doesn’t reach out.
I just am so dead exhausted and feel like everything is setting me up for failure.
That’s it. I just needed to vent. I don’t really want to talk, not that I don’t want to but I’m too depressed to respond rn
