but too old for good luck here. i quit when i was 30 - was even a buddhist monk, but it was in a culte. life is short anyway and im very sure we live hundreds of times here and other places. love hawaii but yes kind of lonely but i appreciate lots of things. i messed around when young but after 30 years with nobody - i tend to be too extreme but kind of too old now since more attracted to younger . good still got my own 20 piece big band here. have lots of fun the world is not as serious as i thought it was. yeah cute face so hope u meet many cute guys your own age