im still pretty meh and zombie mode but otherwise okay. im getting hit with a hangover from like 4 different things @ once lol which sucks but I made my choices.
it's only 9:30 and i can't wait for the day to end. hope yall are having better days!
I wasn't even going to address this, but the word 'predatory' is inflammatory and insinuates something insidious.
For context, last year I posted my birthday snap saying I was turning 26 and Snoofle (who I was really close with on here when I was a teenager) replied to it saying there is no way I was turning 26. I explained to her that I pretended to be older than I was when we were kids and that I actually told a lot of lies because I was a loser as a kid. She said I was gaslighting her and kind of freaked out on me.
Months later I'm at an Online Reality Gaming meetup in a cabin in the middle of nowhere Tennessee and my friends let me know that Snoofle (Lexi) sent one of them a message saying that I was lying about my age and that I was "dangerous". So that was embarrassing to deal with.
Lexi, the only thing I'm guilty of is being a dumb chubby kid with no irl friends who came up with fallacies and tall tales on the internet. Facts
the *right place* to post this but... for obvious reasons I can't put it on Facebook and I don't particularly feel like sharing this with my friends.
I am currently really disappointed at myself and my substance use this weekend. It was my birthday weekend and because I've been trying to party less/be responsible I didn't go out the past two weekends.
Anyway, I'm disappointed because I took so much of...everything that it was actually dangerous, stupid and in excessive idiotic quantity.
Also, I took today off work weeks ago because it was supposed to be a *recovery* day but I had leftover -redacted- and finished it this afternoon and spent hours cruising Grindr and hooking up with guys.
It just feels like I've really lost the plot in the past 6 mos or so and though I had a good birthday weekend, it was an extreme one, which is a cause for concern.
I know no one cares I just had to get it out. Don't do drugs.
all my friends are going to this big gay pool party on sunday and i waited till last minute to buy my ticket and i went to go buy this morning and it was sold out but
by the grace of god the guy organizing the event is a fwb so he unlocked more inventory for me and i was able to buy a ticket.
