I kinda like this kid...he's a little older then me..I want to say a couple years but like honestly its not big deal but it only is because im in high school...hes not. its not like a creepy thing or anything...but hes my teacher in this class i have out of school and for the first few classes we got along and had fun, with the whole class and everything we would joke around and stuff. then i volunteered to help out with this thing and he was there and somehow we got into this little fight thing and since then its like hes been giving me attitude and it hasn't been the same. i know i don't like him a lot i guess its just a crush-but it really bothers me because today in class i felt that he was picking on me and stuff for no reason. not making fun of me but we were playing this game and i feel he took points away from me because i "cursed" and i shouldn't have...like i get why he said that but cmon, i didn't mean to. and its not like a whole creep thing that i like him you know? he isn't that much older then me but i know we wouldn't be able to go out...idk. it just bothers me that he isn't being the same around me even if i didn't have a crush kinda thing on him.
ugh, its just been bothering me for so long and i had to talk about it. sorry to ramble! :]
So, for my first game I think I did pretty well! I got 3rd place!! I hope I keep it up!
Thank you for everyone that helped me learn how to play the game, I really appreciate it and I hope I play another game with you all soon!!
Good luck to everyone!! :]]
So, today was the competition and honestly it wasn't that bad. I actually kind of enjoyed it!! Have you even felt really nervous for something that you couldn't wait for it to be over and then when you actually finish you are like, why was I so nervous? And, then in a way you just want to do it again and make it better? That's how I feel...so I hope I get to go next year again...although I will probably be all nervous again! :p
