whos gonna win survivor?
a day of mixed emotions, i hate fighting, what draws us towards it is our actions, and sometimes we cannot help it. man i just had a breakdown about life, who i am, what im gonna be, im being so positive, im losing these "so called friends" we just moved. everything has a way....just getting all of this out....i guess. 
Would you Date this Guy?? haha thats me btw. but anyways...has nothing to do with the subject. Okay so this girl is playing really hard to get...i love it usually cuz it makes me want it more and more, she text, she flirts, what not, she has these 4 other guys on the side..tho and its really fucking with my heart, so i said fuck this. about two weeks later she stops by my house late night..were talking , she wanted to watch a movie and well course you know..lead to ..us having sex. she said I'm a great guy and good in bed, but that she couldnt commit to me, that why i thought we did in the first place its sooooo soooo confusing...i give up on girls for awhile i swear.....my heart is like idk..how to even fuckin say.. 
you ever just randomily dose off and start thinking about the world. Where your gonna be in 10 years? its one of those days for me. I'm thinking so hard its hurting my brain! Me and some friends aren't talking and there like you need to get a life.......so basically i am..i mean its an aweful thing but whatever, i mean if there gonna be like that than there not my friends. I basically feel like being alone, but then i hate it, if you know what im saying! but..just felt like getting it out! 
you ALL know the reality show I love money! season winners Hoopz, Myammee, <3333. they should have a game on here for that. that would be super sweet...i seen it somewhere..on here....would do you think? plus me..and i'll return the Favor ;)