I know this is new information to some but this is 9 year old tea. I was an un-medicated teenager who was a PART of a really inappropriate group. I am just as flabbergasted as the rest of you and for that reason don’t have much to say!
The location was decided by comment recommendations and a poll. I was not alone, and the season location did not even last 3 hours before it was changed for obvious reasons.
We have all made mistakes and made immature decisions at what point or another. I’m not making excuses however I am asking you to understand that a lot happens in 9 years. I have found so many things in that time: MYSELF, my passions, and most importantly, a psychiatrist.
I hope you can all steer clear of cancel culture and understand that I’m a person just like the rest of you and want nothing but the best for everyone! I’m now 26 years old: anyone who knows me knows that I’m an open and welcoming person who just wants everyone to THRIVE.
Please do not drag me over a 9 or 10 year old piece of information that I have already lived and learned on. Live, learn, teach. I’m not the same person I was then and it’s wrong for people to leave me no room for change when I have made so many in the past 10 years of my life. I’m in a much different place than I was then: PLEASE do not put me back in that dark space, I do NOT want to go back there.
Thank you all for reading, listening, and hopefully for your forgiveness :)
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We all have a history. We've all done things in our past that could be considered questionable by today's standard of living. People who are judging you or trying to cancel you for something from your past more than likely have something in their past they could be cancelled for too. Those in glass houses should never throw stones. Keep your head up!
Half of y’all were saying the n word with a hard er not even 3 years ago and screamed y’all have changed so pleaseeee take this blog and leave this alone thank you. It was 9 years ago.
I don't know you, because I'm Brazilian, but I can tell you that it's normal to make mistakes, it's part of building our maturity, mistakes are for people to learn and mature, don't blame yourself; we can't change the past only the future
Obviously what you did was fucked up. But idk you personally, so I will make 0 judgements about you currently based on something you said so long ago. Keep trekking.
the fact that a moderator of this site called you out for this fully knowing the pedestal he is on and that people look up to him, and with one blog could literally ruin your reputation for this...which also he should have known this was nine years ago before he tried to get ya cancelled.
koolness is just as toxic as the worst of them. bro needs to touch grass. I'm glad to see you've grown and recognize that was a bad call.
and I'm sure koolness will see this - you're a fucking weirdo.
