I’m really proud to have made it this far despite it being my first stars, only being on this site for 3 months now, and only knowing 2 people who were going to be joining this cast in advance. These two people do not get along so well so this was not a 3 person premade or anything, I just knew they were joining so I thought I would love to play with them.
I am sad to be nominated for 5th. I have been fighting hard since day one to position myself well in the house. I managed to make new bonds early this game which helped squash talks of my name that started all the way back on day 2. This was the exact set I was trying so hard to avoid and surprisingly any talks of this set were always squashed so quickly. I was surprised how well Tara and I did to ensure we weren’t put up together until now.
After surviving my first poll for 10th, I felt I lost a bit of footing in the house. I was fairly confident I would get at least one free pass and not be nominated twice in a row, but immediately after that I was already fighting to get my name out of sets and found myself lucky to not be nominated for 8th and 7th and 6th. I lost some allies to the polls along the way and felt like I was on the bottom so this nomination was going to happen it was just a matter of when and against who.
I’m torn about this nomination as I have been wanting Tara to make finals just about as much as I want to make finals, and since I know we share many of the same friends, I strongly considered endorsing Tara and bowing out, but I think the public should decide. I know many of our shared friends will chose to save Tara because they have known her longer or are closer to her than me, and I in no way want any of those people to feel bad since I know its not as much a vote to evict me as much as it a vote to help our girl Tara reach her second final!
With that said, I would love it if you could support me and give me another chance to make it to the finals, because I think I have been playing a good game, and have been respectful and gracious for the opportunity to play, even through some of the deceitful moments. A gaymer respects game. And there have been some great gaymers in here.
Good luck to my opponent Tara here and I hope one of us is making that final!
