i will be, it's not a crisis, but i just wanted to share that here. i want everyone to know that he was a good boy and i loved him and i love him still. he was born in 2007 so since before this website even existed and that's a godo and a long life for a dog and it was painless and last night i did a good job focusing on that but tonight i'm crying and i'ts hard. i love him so much and i still do. he was cute and he wasa a total mutt so he didn't lioook like anything he only looked like himself, and he was brown and he was good and he would howl sometimes and he knew a couple words of spanish and he had the cutest spotty feet.
i had him for before this site even existed let alone before i was on it. even before i watched survivor if you can believe it. so anyone who ever sees this blog even if you see it a while from now checkinge my profile like "I wonder if szim's sever logged in again" and you knew me waaaay back in the day, no matter how far back we go, i knew him longer than i've known you. that's how long he'sbeen around. he was good
Zim! I am so deeply sorry for your loss. You won't be okay for a while. I just found a picture of a dog I had during my childhood, who passed away in 2007. I broke down. You will always miss your dog, it will never be okay, but that's okay! Because it goes to show how much love that you shared. Every time you weep, it's a reminder that you made someone's life worth living,that you made someone love so much that they fought for nearly 20 years to be in your life and to in return make your life equally happy.
Break down, weep, SCREAM!!! You had something that is special and can never be replaced. And although it's the end of one journey, there's a part of that dog that will live with you forever. When you encounter other dogs, you will notice how responsive they are to you, because they leave a mark. They leave you with a new way to love that will make every dog you encounter, befriend, or own a lot happier knowing you.
