Merge confessionals
Mark (
#Janeiro)
I haven’t written a Confessional since the start of the game, but honestly, it’s also because I was basically dormant the entire game. Then again, what can you do when you commute 7 hours from work and work half the fucking state away from home? And, of course, my tribe mates on my original tribe were pretty fucking annoying overall. John was basically all on my ear like “YOU GONNA DO THE PUZZLE” and I was cringing at his entire appearance in the game the whole time. Ditto to Ross, and many of us just didn’t care. It didn’t help that my duo Java was one of the first people voted out. So yeah… kinda hard t still give a fuck.
But I think once I got to the swap, things got better. Thanks for lighting a fire on my ass btw. I needed to prove that my placement wasn’t in vain, which is why I decided to start voting. Now, I’m not a big fan of anyone, so that’s probs why I voted Antet the first time around, but I think I have something more solid now. This is why slentio or whatever the fuck that twig’s name was had to go. It also makes me realize just how lucky I am to have made it to the merge. Like omg how am I in the Final 10? Well, now that I’m here, I’m here to stay and I’m about to prove it with this Immunity Challenge. No more depending on people who don’t give 2 fucks about the game. It’s time to do things myself, and hopefully I should be okay going forward. I’m in an alliance of 4, so that’s good to have, but there’s 10 people, and if 10 votes, this might be a problem.
Time to get myself in gear and play the game FOR REAL!