NICK
Let me summarize the game up to this point:
I made an alliance with Bryan, Ryan, and John. We're told that each tribe has to vote someone out. I tell them to vote for Violet, since I thought that she had potential to be a threat down the road. Everything went according to plan, and she was voted out. Except she wasn't! She was sent to the Ottoman tribe, and she took Ryan with her! Sure, she ended up going home anyway, but she still put one of my allies in a vulnerable position. Oh well, that's life. As the song says, you're riding high in April, and shot down in May. But I'm confident that, as the song also says, I'll be back on top in June.
And now, we lost an immunity challenge, the second in a row that I've missed! It kills me that I couldn't be at the first two challenges, even more so since we lost one. I always put in 100% for the success of whatever tribe I'm on. Anyway, despite my absence, I don't believe I'm on the chopping block. Carly said she wouldn't blame us if we sent her home. Perhaps we should grant her wish.