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Long Time No See

1stApr 29, 2023 by CheapCheep
imageSome of you may have noticed I took a bit of an absence for the last almost 30-ish days. To make a very long story short i've been battling some very intensive depressive episodes, and I didn't want that to have a negative impact on anyone else here so I took some time away from just about everything. Few things have happened in the last month(ish) for me, including:

- My long time pet cat Abby was recently put down. She was getting very old and was in a lot of pain, so we went through and did the responsible thing. Pic on this blog is one of the last photos I was able to take of her.

- My mom has been in and out of the hospital combating multiple different surgeries. So i've been taking care of things while she's been recovering. We're fortunate that nothing appears to be too serious as of right now (i.e. cancerous) but it's taken a toll on everyone.

And on a lighter note...

- I've currently in what has to be my first long-term relationship since forever. We've been friends since college and she's been one of the only things that's really kept me going despite all these recent obstacles.

Needless to say, i've had a lot on my mind and still do quite frankly. I apologize that I was unavailable for this long, but i'm back and working on a path to recovery. Thank you all for understanding.

Thanks for holding the fort while I was gone brandonpinzu and koolness234. And thanks to those who reached out to me during my time away to check and make sure I was doing OK (even though it was literally just 1 person lol).

Comments

sending you all the good energy , our heads can be our worst enemy sometimes. i hope it eases up for you soon <3
Sent by captainzacsparrow,Apr 29, 2023
Aw that is a lot going on at once, I'm glad you are feeling a little better, hope it keeps up. Your cat was very cute.
Sent by cheritaisdelicious,Apr 29, 2023
Take your time to heal! Glad you鈥檝e found someone to fight these battles with :)
Sent by nmh95,Apr 29, 2023
1) I didn't notice
2) Condolences regarding Abby. She was beautiful and it's so difficult to lose a companion.
3) It's so stressful having family members who are ill. Best wishes with your mom's recovery.
4) Be happy 馃ス
Sent by Jujubee,Apr 29, 2023
You dont even have to say why you were away, I Hope everything is better now!
Sent by David2560,Apr 30, 2023
I鈥檓 sorry about Abby!
Hope you and your mom both feel better soon!
Congrats on your relationship and coming out as a straight man. That鈥檚 huge on this site!
Sent by Minie,Apr 30, 2023
So sorry to hear this. Hope you start to do better and best wishes to both you and your mum for a recovery too 馃挏
Sent by Yonaka,Apr 30, 2023
Sending so much love and positivity your way馃挅
Sent by jason_2_12,Apr 30, 2023
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Sent by Booyahhayoob,Apr 30, 2023
I love uuu I鈥檓 sorry about your cat :( I鈥檓 glad ur back and hope ur doing a lot better 馃ス
Sent by peace123,Apr 30, 2023
I鈥檓 sorry that your position on this site requires you to explain your life and what鈥檚 happening to random people on the internet.
Wishing the best for everything though
Sent by Survivor8,Apr 30, 2023
You've been through so much, I'm sorry you have had to endure that. I hope you are able to find the space for peace. Sending you my best wishes.
Sent by turney1805,Apr 30, 2023
IM happy to hear you are doing better than you were, before you went off

I was wondering how you were doing tbqh CheapCheep because I glanced at your profile, several times (first was curious if you were active, but then checked a couple random times, to see if you ever logged on)

Hopefully things continue to remain, in this positive way as your mom seems to be slowly recovering, you have found--hopefully the one to complete you and having a better mindset than before.

If ever you want to talk about real things that isn't just on this site, my discord and cell are always accessible.

P.S: Saying the last part because 1- we never really talked much personally, for where I wouldnt directly reach out but 2- I am pretty good cheap therapist, so if you need those good listening skills and some friendly advise < 3
Sent by FlamingJojo,Apr 30, 2023
I was wondering what happened. Glad you are okay!
Sent by Druhhbby2,Apr 30, 2023
Happy to hear you're OK

As someone who's been through the same fucking mental disease (forgive me if the translation isn't as accurate idk if this sounds too aggressive but that's how we say it over here), please seek help! If you aren't doing therapy yet, you need to. I've seen you from afar for a while and I think it's my moral obligation to politely advise you to go to therapy. It has changed my entire life once I started it. Please give it a chance, if you haven't already.

Sorry for your angel's loss, he's very proud of you I'm sure! Happy to hear abt your rs and I'm certain your mom will soon be fully recovered, sending my best prayers to her.
Sent by Hunty,Apr 30, 2023

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