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Diary of An Emotional Existential Crisis

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3) Metslover getting Perm'd Oct 20, 2009
Tick-tock
Heavy like a Brink's truck
Looking like I'm tip-top
Shining like a wristwatch
Time will grab your wrist
Lock it down 'til the thing pop
Can you stick around for a minute 'til the ring stop?
Please, God
Tick-tock
Heavy like a Brink's truck
Looking like I'm tip-top
Shining like a wristwatch
Time will grab your wrist
Lock it down 'til the thing pop
Can you stick around for a minute 'til the ring stop?
Please, God

[Chorus]
As time keeps slipping away (Slipping away)
Girl, don't start feeling a way (Feeling a way)
You and I, we are one and the same
Loving in pain, loving in (Loving in pain)
As time keeps slipping away (Slipping away)
Girl, don't start feeling a way (Feeling a way)
You and I, we are one and the same
Loving in pain, loving in

[Verse 2]
Tick-tock
Gimme, gimme big bucks
That is all I do, girl
I just hit the jackpot
I wish you were here with me now so I could feel some
I wish you were here to hold me down like a real one, real one
Live long
Wanna be a big shot
Should've stayed away
But always had a weak spot
I've been on the road and I'm sorry for the mix-up
If you still love me, can you see me during liftoff? (Liftoff)

[Chorus]
As time keeps slipping away (Slipping away)
Girl, don't start feeling a way (Feeling a way)
You and I, we are one and the same
Loving in pain, loving in (Loving in pain)
As time keeps slipping away (Slipping away)
Girl, don't start feeling a way (Feeling a way)
You and I, we are one and the same
Loving in pain, loving in

[Outro]
With my hands in the ocean
With my hands in the ocean
With my hands in the ocean, I pay
I pray, oh, I pray
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2) Quotes, Links, Memories, Profile Sep 13, 2009
07/24 - 08/27?

http://www.tengaged.com/blog/ShayyBayy/2654992/its-finally-birthdayyyyyyyyy
Check my blog: http://i39.tinypic.com/2w7pm6c.jpg
http://i55.tinypic.com/2u750mu.jpg

#AquaBayy - Both of Us, My Life would Suck Without You, Princess of China, It Girl (h), Mirrors

** So, I'm at the point on Tengaged where I don't give a flying fuck if I offend you or hurt your feelings, if you wanna hate, that's more hate in YOUR life and 0 in mine. (sun) **

The only ones who matter -
♥ Johnny ♥ Andrew ♥ Becca ♥ Vishaala ♥ Danny ♥ Dave ♥ Brad ♥ Paxton ♥ Zeptis ♥ Anthony ♥
Fuck everyone else, tbh.

I'm whiny, I can be annoying, and I complain a lot. That is ShayyBayy though, deal with it.
Skype: Shayy-Z

Winner of Stars 166. 6 Stars Finals.
[9:55:34 PM] *** Shay. has changed the conversation topic to "~woast of montana~" ***

From MakeThemDieSlowly
Re: No title
Dec 5, 2012 19:50:27
to ShayyBayy
You and Aquamarine are two halves of the same person in my eyes.

noplanb i hope you have a plan a cus if not it will be a very sad day for us all ~ vishaala

shayybayy Debbie Thornberry is me, but with blonde hair and a vagina
Sent by ianfitz0012,Jul 14, 2014

[1/23/2013 10:35:48 PM] Shay-Z: On a scale of 1 to Jack Shepard, how lost would you be without me?
[1/23/2013 10:36:11 PM] Johnny.: Boone
[1/23/2013 10:36:17 PM] Johnny.: I'd kill myself on day 1

[12:30:52 AM] Johnny: because you really are the best friend I could ever ask for

[8:58:13 PM] Shay.: IM IN LOVE WITH PIKACHU I CANT STOP AND I WONT STOP
[8:58:19 PM] Johnny.: pikachu is going back in its pokeball on the block list if it doesnt stop making a ruckus
[8:58:33 PM] Shay.: LMFAO THAT MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD
[8:58:44 PM] Shay.: pi :(
[8:58:46 PM] Johnny.: 4.
[8:58:57 PM] Johnny.: youre the annoying ass pikachu that ash has that wont go in the damn thing anyway

Well this duo technically should be #18 and 19 (like, since they're two people), but that would take up too much room on the list. Anyway, this duo is still around today, and despite having a more dysfunctional relationship than Minsidizzle or sanKid or w/e, they still manage to be best friends. That's right! #19 is AquaBayy: Aquamarine and ShayyBayy.

No one can ever really tell if these two hate each other or are best friends or are like T-dating on any given day, but for now they're best friends so yeah. While Mr. Marine is always quick to start drama, Bayy is the more calm side to this pair. But don't even try to take advantage of ShayyBayy. Once you get her started, she'll go off like a firecracker. ShayyBayy is known as being the original victim of Tengaged. She was a whale before Bridgette. Aquamarine is known for his short temper and also the fact that he's been in the HoF like ever since I can remember.

From MakeThemDieSlowly
Re: No title
Dec 5, 2012 19:50:27
to ShayyBayy
You and Aquamarine are two halves of the same person in my eyes.

owee13 shay is a brilliant stars player ok
MikeRORO shayy is honestly the best stars player ever idgaf what anyone says.
[5:28:31 PM] Riddy: YOURE TODAYS FUCKING EMILY....
Sebbers Saved Shauna because she is one of the BEST stars players ever, and I mean that with full sincerity, I have full faith that she can turn this around :)

shayybayy Debbie Thornberry is me, but with blonde hair and a vagina
Sent by ianfitz0012,Jul 14, 2014

shayybayy - i could write a novel about how much i love you and you know that. MOOOOMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO is my favorite thing ever

[10:57:26 PM] Johnny.: all hail the magic powers of online work orders
[10:57:30 PM] Johnny.: LMFAO
[10:57:36 PM] Johnny.: made me laugh again
[10:57:39 PM] Johnny.: ur on a roll
[10:57:49 PM] SHAYYBIZZLEY.: omg lol i love work orders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:57:59 PM] Donaam.: you should send in a nicely worded thank you letter about their promptness
[10:58:06 PM] Johnny.: 5 stars
[10:58:12 PM] SHAYYBIZZLEY.: omg i love nicely worded thank you letters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:58:13 PM] Johnny.: was satisfied legit instantaneously
[10:58:17 PM] Donaam.: LOL
[10:58:35 PM] Johnny.: time to complain that i dont have a fully stocked fridge
[10:58:36 PM] Johnny.: (yn)
[10:58:40 PM] Donaam.: LOOOL
[10:58:47 PM] SHAYYBIZZLEY.: omg i love fully stocked fridges!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:58:54 PM] Johnny.: shay do it again and im leaving
[10:59:07 PM] SHAYYBIZZLEY.: omg i love leaving lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[10:59:09 PM] *** Johnny. has left ***

Johnny: PLANETS
Heather: mars
Jon: moon

[12:28:17 AM] JohnnyMarine Zimmerman: A_La_FacThe only wet noodles hitting me are the wet noodles that are penetrating my asshole.
[12:28:40 AM] Zeptis - Dickey: your PMing this to me why?
[12:28:50 AM] Zeptis - Dickey: You want my wet noodle don't you?
[12:29:15 AM] JohnnyMarine Zimmerman: u have more of a wet ravioli

[10:54:37 PM] Shay.: hey what
[10:54:39 PM] Shay.: hey
[10:54:40 PM] Johnny.: you forgot stupid ho
[10:54:47 PM] Shay.: THATS NOT A SONG
[10:54:48 PM] Shay.: OF OURS
[10:54:56 PM] Shay.: i was gonna put
[10:55:06 PM] Shay.: edge of glory
[10:55:09 PM] Johnny.: put 50 ways to say goodbye
[10:55:11 PM] Johnny.: haha cya

[6:45:10 PM] Dav.: HOLY FUCK LMFAO
[6:45:12 PM] Dav.: CALL THE COPS
[6:45:21 PM] Dav.: SHOTS WERE JUST FUCKING FIRED

everyday is free slurpee day
Aug 10, 2013
by Qwertyioup
if you bring a gun

[6:12:06 AM] Lachie227.: FUCK YOU AND YOUR CHIRP SHAY

Lachie227 0 min ago
me downing in the pussy

Aquamarine 40 min ago
Sorry yall Shay is my best friend ever so this ones kind of obvious.

wwemrpeeps 5 hours 8 min ago
How is johnny's dick shayy ? Does it taste like chicken

[8:57:11 PM] Johnny.: Stars wins last a lifetime
[8:57:14 PM] Johnny.: i know mine has
[8:57:22 PM] Johnny.: people you date just turn lesbian
[8:57:28 PM] Johnny.: did my stars win turn lesbian
[8:57:29 PM] Johnny.: NO
[8:58:08 PM] Johnny.: Even though stars wins cant send you snapchats (mm)

[1/23/2013 10:35:48 PM] Shay-Z: On a scale of 1 to Jack Shepard, how lost would you be without me?
[1/23/2013 10:36:11 PM] Johnny.: Boone
[1/23/2013 10:36:17 PM] Johnny.: I'd kill myself on day 1
-
[12:30:52 AM] Johnny: because you really are the best friend I could ever ask for
-
[12:46:22 PM] Johnny.: im your bitch

+1 pointsKentuckyy 0 min ago
lucy if i win your game will we fight like shayy and johnny did

+1 pointsLucyX3Jean 0 min ago
You mean will I block you and say I won't unblock you forever and then unblock you like 5 minutes later and we become best friends again?

+1 pointsKentuckyy 0 min ago
yes

LucyX3Jean 0 min ago
Absolutely

RiDsTeR 1 min ago
Shoutout to the goddess Shauna.

If anyone asks who taught me how to play stars it would this girl right here. She showed me that no one in this game is safe and no one should ever feel safe. Stay on your toes always look out for perfect opportunities. If it wasnt for shay I have no idea where I would be on this site. I legit mimicked the way she got me in stars and it got me here with one nomination Shay is the best female stars player on this site hands down.
 
[3:42:45 PM] Dav.: what a whopper
[3:42:51 PM] SexyBanana.: a sandwhich
[3:42:55 PM] SexyBanana.: hamburger
[3:42:59 PM] Dav.: i wasnt asking whats a whopper
[3:43:00 PM] Dav.: u gimp

[1:41:38 AM] Johnny.: i love you best friend even if you like to whore yourself out sometimes i still think you're pretty swell and thats all that counts ok

[8:59:07 PM] Johnny - Metslover: THAT WAS WHEN THEY WERE LIKE "WELL GOLLY GEE, SMACK ME SILLY AND CALL ME BESSIE! ME THINKS SOME BUILD-INS JUST FELL DOWN!"
 
[8:52:53 PM] Chewwy2010: IN THE END
[8:52:57 PM] Chewwy2010: WE CAN CONCLUDE
[8:52:58 PM] Chewwy2010: THAT SHAY BITCHES
[8:53:03 PM] Chewwy2010: A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

"you are a jerk, blah blah blah, it's not like i didn't deserve it with my constant bitching" ~ Charming @ ShayyBayy

[11:37:53 PM] Ianfitz: cuz the internet at my house likes to rape my positive feelings towards technology

Shay: "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck."
Danny: "Basketball, basketball, basketball, basketball, basketball."
Shay: "Huh?!?"
Danny: "Oh I thought we were just naming our favorite sports..."

Shay: "Danny guess what my mother got me!"
Danny: "What?"
Shay: "A salad!"
Danny: "Oh, I was gonna say a treadmill. Guess I was way off!"

[10:52:03 PM] Johnny - Metslover: Things you would shout if you were drowning, other than "HELP"
[10:52:06 PM] ShayyBayy. (heart): help

[2:14:37 PM] Vishaala (BlueLagoon506): b****slap a mothaf*****
 
[12:29:47 AM] Johnny.: Im sorry for everything I have ever done to you. You are the best friend anyone could ever ask for. #whipped. i love you shay best friend

[6:15:34 PM] Danny < 3s Ke$hay: Considering my obvious sexuality, It is kinda like a fked up joke that girls are fighting for me
 
Danny: Do I know you? Oh, that’s right. You’re my pretty princess wife! I’m not going to get carried away with this because I don’t want to get a black eye from Johnny but you’re great (heart). You already know how close we are even if I am falling further and further down your friend-list everyday :P

Lemon: Shay < 3 Even though I'm mean to you all the time, it's only out of love, and because it's just so fun =[ I really do love you and you're probably the girl I'm closest to on the whole site :P You've got a huge heart and care a lot about everyone, but at the same time you don't take shit from anyone, I love that ;D Keep doing you and don't let the illuminati get ya xoxo
 
by Sajanas300 5 min ago
i know you one of best in all challenges so stop bitching you uglyman
________________________________________________________________________
November 2013
From Tengaged_Moderation
Re: ban shay
Oct 26, 2013 18:20:46
to Aquamarine
No Johnny, we don't want you upset, crying and threatening to post porn because you can't live without Shay

idk why you even trying
Nov 13, 2013 by gagaluv
#ShayyBizzley, Nov 13, 2013
lilmix bb5lover
gagaluv will cook up a long-ass ass rant bout how tha fuck you both lil "punk ass children" n' shes olda n' mo' betta than you, tag all of her playaz up in it n' then it gets a top Snoop Bloggy-Blogg by ~magic~

[12:01:53 AM] Johnny.: please
[12:14:21 AM] Johnny.: YES MY TACTIC TO REGAIN FIRST WORKED
[12:14:30 AM] Johnny.: comeback
[12:14:35 AM] Shay.: nope
[12:14:41 AM] Johnny.: im sorry bff
[12:14:50 AM] Shay.: take it back!
[12:14:55 AM] Johnny.: i take it bak
[12:14:57 AM] Johnny.: im yours

[1:01:43 AM] Johnny.: cutey patootey

Shayys: NO THIS IS ME
Shayys: I AM A BAD GIRL DOING IT WELL
Shayys: YES I AM
Donaam: LIVE FAST DIE YOUNG BECAUSE IM GONNA END IT 911 YES IT IS ME HELP

Shayys: hahaha how clever pitty
metslover7675: what
metslover7675: pitty
Shayys: pitty
metslover7675: LMFAO WHAT
Shayys: nirvy
metslover7675: STOP
Shayys: :(
Shayys: backy
metslover7675: stop
Shayys: chrisy
metslover7675: i hate you
Shayys: gweny
metslover7675: STOP

Donaam: YES LACHIE
Donaam: COME ON
Shayys: i never remember this
Donaam: YOU GOT IT
Lachie left the game

ShayyBayy Shay, you're a really nice person and great to talk too which is awesome, it's fun talking to you on Skype and you have some classic tales, I'd like to get to know you more because you seem cool and what not, and I can see why you're so good at stars with a personality like yours, you're also very pretty irl and you shouldn't let the gay of tengaged tell you otherwise. - Vans

Johnny: PLANETS
Heather: mars
Jon: moon
 
[8:42:23 PM] Mattmon3365.: this is why
[8:42:27 PM] Mattmon3365.: you will NEVER win stars
[8:42:38 PM] Mattmon3365.: wait

[7:56:35 PM] Dru.: oh you naughty girl
[7:56:51 PM] Dru.: in your vlogs i think your top was a bit too small for you
[7:57:07 PM] AlexDruhh.: Lol no it was loose at the bottom
[7:57:14 PM] Dav.: bit like you then.
[7:57:20 PM] Becca.: LMFAO

[6:45:10 PM] Dav.: HOLY FUCK LMFAO
[6:45:12 PM] Dav.: CALL THE COPS
[6:45:21 PM] Dav.: SHOTS WERE JUST FUCKING FIRED

[6:12:06 AM] Lachie227.: FUCK YOU AND YOUR CHIRP SHAY

http://prntscr.com/1w6knm

13th, 12th, 11th, 7th, 4th, 15th, 3rd, 2nd, 2nd, 12th, 3rd, 1st, 3rd, 4th, 7th, 9th.
 

[8:58:13 PM] Shay.: IM IN LOVE WITH PIKACHU I CANT STOP AND I WONT STOP
[8:58:19 PM] Johnny.: pikachu is going back in its pokeball on the block list if it doesnt stop making a ruckus
[8:58:33 PM] Shay.: LMFAO THAT MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD
[8:58:44 PM] Shay.: pi :(
[8:58:46 PM] Johnny.: 4.
[8:58:57 PM] Johnny.: youre the annoying ass pikachu that ash has that wont go in the damn thing anyway

Well this duo technically should be #18 and 19 (like, since they're two people), but that would take up too much room on the list. Anyway, this duo is still around today, and despite having a more dysfunctional relationship than Minsidizzle or sanKid or w/e, they still manage to be best friends. That's right! #19 is AquaBayy: Aquamarine and ShayyBayy.

No one can ever really tell if these two hate each other or are best friends or are like T-dating on any given day, but for now they're best friends so yeah. While Mr. Marine is always quick to start drama, Bayy is the more calm side to this pair. But don't even try to take advantage of ShayyBayy. Once you get her started, she'll go off like a firecracker. ShayyBayy is known as being the original victim of Tengaged. She was a whale before Bridgette. Aquamarine is known for his short temper and also the fact that he's been in the HoF like ever since I can remember.
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1) STARS FINALS 166 WINNING BLOG Aug 30, 2009
MY FIFTH FINAL!! Is It finally my time to shine? (sun)
*** [If you don't want to read all this, skip to the end. It's the BEST part of my gameplay] ***

I'll explain my gameplay a little bit here, It'll probably get very detailed, but I do want everyone to know how I played and how it was different from any other stars i've ever played.

I came into this game with everyone telling me that I was the most popular.. which, as usual, put a target on my back. Hardcore. I was mentioned for 16th, like always, and got a solid group together to nom with us. The surprising thing is, no one split for the first like.. few rounds, which was incredible. Maybe it was because of how bitchy I was about how I hated splits, LOL.

Every single nomination went my way, because I made myself in the position that everyone needed. If someone was going to flip, split, or go after someone, they came to me for help, to do it with them. I put myself in the position that EVERYONE needed my vote. (Sorry Riddy, Alex, Vike, & Mikey) Except mine. My nomination was a split nom, courtesy of Vike. Riddy, Vike, and Mikey, what I want you guys to understand is that I HAD to play this game cutthroat. I was sick of playing for friends that would fuck me over.. I was sick of being the one that gets fucked at the end, I played for myself only. And that meant I had to pick a side. **BTW, I had to split nom Alex, or else we would have been up together, and I didn't want to take that chance. I had NO choice but to split on Alex so he went up against someone he could beat (a banned person) and I wouldn't be targetted with him. I knew if I went up with Alex, I was done.

MikeC & our original "side", wanted Mikey out. It was basically Mikey & Ridster vrs. Everyone else. I went straight to Mikey and told him so they would be put against each other, in the end I had to choose though, and I had to choose the numbers.

After that, a HUGE gameplay move we all kind of made, was we made Austino think that he was running the game. We let him come up with noms, and make chats. Austino was very paranoid, and the splits were blamed on him & MikeC, the splits were basically blamed on everyone except me.. Which, really, worked out for me. Austino got into trouble and ended up getting nominated & evicted.

*** (This is the good part) Near the end of the game, Schmooboy was still unnominated and we were a bit worried about that. Vike offered me to volunteer against Schmooboy for fifth. I immediately got Snels, Alex, and Derek(Schmoo) together and told them everything that Vike told me. (Which, I usually wouldn't do) And it was us vrs. Vike, pretty much. I found a way to make the most popular person in the game target #1. He went up with Mike, as we blamed it on a split, and took Mike out.

I then went to Vike and told him that I knew that he nominated me. Derek had told me. THIS turned Vike and his final 2 against each other, even more than they were already against each other. Vike had been on speaker talking to some of us, talking about how he was going to *play* all of us, so I told him that Derek told me he split on me. He was really mad and wanted Derek up against the survivor of 5th.. I couldn't let that happen. :|

For fourth, Vike had said SO much stuff about Derek.. I had it to where no one was nomming me, until Vike wanted a deal with me, and he was going to get Derek to nom with him, and Alex to nom with me. Well, Snels was also pissed he went up and Alex and Snels both wanted Vike/Derek up. I SOMEHOW convinced Derek that Vike was getting him to throw his vote, so Vike & Derek went up together, so I got Derek to nom Vike/Survivor.. This way, Vike could be on my screenshare, and see I wasn't nomming him, but he would still go up.



I have NEVER played a stars this hard, I had one nomination and worked this ENTIRE game. I really hope you, Tengaged, will reward me with a win for my game play. I have proven over and over again that I know how to play this game, and I never stop fighting. I controlled everything in this game, down to the very last nom. Please, let it be my time to shine, and reward me with a win.

Thank you to any & all votes, they are VERY much appreciated. (:
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By JMLeahy 56 days 11 hours ago
Like can someone fill me in?

+0 pointsby JMLeahy 56 days 11 hours ago
Why is everyone so afraid of Shay and Vike?

by MastaManipulator_11 55 days 12 hours ago
I like shay but why is nobody nomming her :L
Her vs Vike would be smart tbh
If alex doesnt go up get him out soon plz


+3 pointsby ShayyBayy 54 days 14 hours ago
riddy shut the fuck up tbh

by RiDsTeR 54 days 14 hours ago
Shay tbh you dont wanna start with me.

im saving myself for austino..


by austino15fffan 53 days 1 hour ago
Vike-Never flipped on you never was going to, at annoys the hell out of me that you think im a "flipper" because it is flippers that got me out.
Shay-Win the game please enough said

by mikec51 51 days 13 hours ago
Shay: I'm sad that we didn't work together throughout the whole thing, but I'm glad I DID work with you. Tbh you've worked the hardest out of everyone else. You deserve it < 3

by snels66 51 days ago
*shay and I crack open a bottle of wine*

Seriosly shay....if someone woyld have told me day 1 that you and I eeeeeee going to be the ones safe into the final....i would have LAUGHED...

who knew that after nomming me for 16th you and I would be so close?

You DEFINITELY deserve to be here and I am proud to be in your company....congrats babe

by ShayyBayy 50 days 12 hours ago
Austino - You're a very nice guy, you really are.. but you are more paranoid than any of us combined! You freaked me the fuck out when you worded like every single thing I was saying on call with our core 5 chat. :|  Luckily though, Derek told you that he was lying and it wasn't true.. it was true. And, also, I'm the one that split the noms and got it blamed on you and mikec. AWKWARD. We let you think that you were running the game, making the chats and making the noms.. It sucked you had to get out early.. but you made so many deals with other people and you were so shady to us, we just had to get you out. :|

by vikejk17 50 days 11 hours ago
Shayyyyyyyyyy

Uhmm I trusted you, and like idk i understand it was for stars.  You made me learn to never trust anyone in stars and I'm going to take that advice for my next one ;)
CHICKENNN I liked messing with you because you would freak out SOSOOSO much :P Even though you did nominate me every time I got nommed, I still love ya and i hope this friendship continues once i kick your ass for first!
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