My boyfriend and I ended our hooking up status, and we became a couple.
I have had a crush on Damian for like 3 months now. He is this new kid who just moved from Iowa. He came into my History class, and I got an immediate boner. He is so adorable.
Now, I am a Gleek and Survivor fan and everything, but I'm also this Basketball freak. I love playing ball with my sisters, one who is captain of the Varsity team at my school. So I am not your typical gay guy. I have two teammates that are good buddies, but they are straight and just buddies. We hang out sometimes. So most of my friends are girls.
Me and my girls had lunch later that day, and my friend Pearl (not the whale) asked me what I thought of the new kid. I was like he is so fucking hot. We kept talking about his adorable build and how much of a cutie pie he was, and my other friend Rita came to the table and brought him along. He is gay, but he was the new kid and was uncomfortable sharing it, so he and Rita started hooking up a bit. I got sooooooo jealous, but I kept that to myself and Pearl. Pearl and I and Rita have always been great friends, ever since 4th grade. So I only felt comfortable telling Pearl that I was jealous of Rita.
However, Damian came to me one day two weeks ago and asked if I wanted to go to his house and play video games one day. I was like I would love to, but I was like having a internal orgasm in my heart. I got so many butterflies.
We played COD for like an hour, doing goofy guy stuff, and then Damian had something to say to me.
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DAMIAN: Hey Max.
MAX (Me): Ya Damian.
DAMIAN: I'm thinking about ending it with Rita.
(Pause for internal thoughts)
Although I was so in love with this amazing guy, I had to keep my love subdued and keep my friendship strong with Rita.
MAX: Rita is such a great girl. You two were like a match made in heaven. You shouldn't break up.
DAMIAN: The thing is, we weren't a match made in heaven. I am only trusting you this, but I gotta tell you something. *whispers* I'm gay.
(pause for internal thoughts)
I was literally about to pee my pants from joy.
MAX: It's okay. Your secret is safe with me (I had not told him I was gay either, as he was the new kid, and only Pearl, Rita, and Jeff and Joe (my two straight bball teammates) knew). And also, I'm gay too.
DAMIAN: Wow. Two closeted gays just came out.
(He put his controller down and we started making out on his couch. I could feel our boners riding eachother's jeans so hard, and I gave him a little booty grab. It was great and filled with passion. It was my first kiss with a guy).
DAMIAN: Wait. I think we should wait a bit. I think we should let this settle before we do something stupid.
MAX: I agree. But we should hang out more, feel comfortable with each other as we are the only gay guys I know at our school.
DAMIAN: But what should I do with Rita.
MAX: Rita will understand. I mean, she has been my bestie since 4th grade. I have been out of the closet with her for almost two years now.
DAMIAN: Thanks buddy. *He gave me a kiss on the cheek before I left*
Fast Forward Two weeks
Damian and I had gotten a lot closer. We were gonna have a jam session in the Music Building with Jeff. I play Piano, Damian guitar, and Jeff drums. Then, Jeff could not make it as he had this huge paper due today, so he had to cancel. So it was just D and I, and we talked. We jammed a bit, played A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton, and then we started making out on the couch in the lobby.
DAMIAN: I love you. I love you so much. Can we be together?
MAX: Forever. I love you too.
And I began unbuttoning his shirt and sucking on his nipples, and he unbuckled my belt and gave me the best blowjob I could ever dream of, then I gave him one. Then we had sex. I lost my virginity last night to the man I love. I love this guy, and he is all mine. We did not use protection, but his cum was delicious, and I know he loved mine as well.
After dreaming about finding a man for me and wanking myself to porn for a year and nine months, I finally found my dream guy. I love him to pieces, and I know he loves me back. We have no pictures together yet, but I put us two in a picture together.
I felt so overjoyed that I had to share it with Tengaged. I want to share my happiness with the most supportive group of online buddies I know. So thank you Tengagers.
teamjacz it is completely real. I love him to pieces.
TheACF12 thank you. I just wanted to share with the online community that gave me the courage to become more comfortable with my sexuality, and I have a boyfriend now because of it.
Never give up. I gave up on Damian when he and Rita started progressing their relationship and were boyfriend/girlfriend, and now I lost my virginity to my lovely hunk. Plus, it didn't hurt that his amazing 8 inch circumcised cock in my ass was the most amazing feeling in the world.
It gives me hope < 3