This website popped back up in my head and I decided to see if I remembered my password and I did! I turned into a skeleton and I didn't like that so I changed my avi back up. Here are some updates:
- I went to rehab in August/September and it was a much needed experience and now I'm sober and no longer a stoner
- I've made a YouTube series called adDRESSed Opinions where myself and some friends review the looks from Drag Race ala Fashion Photo Ruview. It's been great for my mental health to finally be able to make some content. I've gotten a lot of experience with my video editor and have gotten great feedback on how to improve the show and make it more unique for next season
- I got married! On May 2nd! It was a very nice, simple wedding and was very validating for the little kid in me who didn't think he'd find love.
Those are just the big changes. Hope you all have been doing well! ^_^
I was not doing anything with my days in lockdown except smoking from when I woke up to when I was going to sleep. I was not working on any hobbies and was wallowing in constant depression. I was on a path to start abusing my now-husband's trust and support. I started having thoughts of "well I don't need to work on myself because I just have him to support me" and that's when I realized I was an addict and I refused to take advantage of him like that. So I concluded I needed to go to rehab. It was the life-changing turn around I needed and I've felt overall happier and more motivated than I ever did when I was constantly smoking!
