Well, what I thought was going to happen,happened. My boyfriend broke up with me tonight. Ive been so busy this week, that we lost some communication. Plus the distance and not seeing each other affected our relationship. I feel so calm and relaxed about him breaking up with me. Now I can fully concentrate on myself and get my life on the right path. I remember something my dad said, "if you want him to ruin your life, go ahead". I honestly think I would've ruined my life if I continued things with him. Now maybe I can get the courage to talk to the guy at my dad's church on Sunday! I know one thing, I cant stop thinking about him and we haven't fully been introduced.