So I was off it. I had really kicked the habit and I was back to normal life, and barely thinking about it, and then it just came back all of a sudden and now i can't get off again. Trying to forget and think about something else but I can't get off again. Not now. I think I need this in my life, but I know I'm better without it. Here I am making a blog at midnight when I shoukd be sleeping and getting rested up for school tomorrow. Nope I want to make a blog.