So after half a year, I tried getting back into tengaged, but after two games (casting and rookies...both 10th :/) I realized that I will never get back into that old jitter.
Maybe it's because I feel like a loser (which I've always felt on tengaged, but that's okay. I accepted that)
Maybe it's because I dont have enough money to be in a casting game :(
Maybe it's because I hate the feeling of trying to boost my confidence, and others doing it too, and then it being shot down
Either way, I'm through with tengaged.
I made some "friends" because nice people will always be there if I'm looking. But in all, it becomes a tiring effort to constantly stay on.
And so ends another relationship. I don't regret it; I learned from it; and happy it's over.
Bye
AMENDMENT #1:
I've decided that like any old relationship, it's always good to catch up with a nice cup of tea. Therefore, I've decided to return to tengaged to play VERY occasional games.
Comments
aww uif. I didn't know you came back. I'll miss you and you'll always be my first alliance member
