Ok I know I said I wasnt going to blog anymore but I am really bord and ill. I always seem to get ill before I go away on holiday, Easter, Christmas and my Birthday. Its like my body cant cope with excitement and I get ill. So yer I have a cold and its not good coz it is the surprise birthday party we have organised for my mums best friend tonight, and I am going on holiday tomoz. I feel a bit better than I did yesterday, so I am just going to have lost of paracetamol and I should be good. I seem to get every bug or illnesss that goes around shcool, I dont think my imune system is very good. Oh well, need to say goodbye to my dog as he is going to the dog sitters today and then I need to get ready for the party as we need to go help set up x
Ok I am not going to blog for a while, I have tried to be open and honest with my blogs b ut some people just neg and make hurtfull comments and think I am pretending about things, so I am not going to blog now x
My best friend is coming over later and I think she knows something is not right with me, but she doesnt knwo about my bulimia, I want to tell her so badly because I know what I am doing is wrong but at the same time I know she will ahte me and say I have to tell my mum and stuff. I dont want to hurt people and I know it will hurt them and I also like it being my secret that only I know but I know there will come a time when I have to tell some1, I am just not sure if that time is now x
Finaly Friday is here, it is the weekend and I break up from school for the holidays at lunch time. Tomoz is the party and then Saturday I am going on holiday! x
