If you buy me the green and balck dress that is in the shop Blackout at the moment, I need 10 more T otherwise I would buy it myself, please I will love you forever if you buy it for me x
Ok guys, this is probs going to get negged but I don't give a shit. When I first started out with my bulimia, I was totaly on my own, I had no1 to help me or tell me how to do things propperly, this is why I want to help. I can teach you how to do it propperly so you don't cause any pain that is not needed, if you want my help, leave a comment or send me a msg and I promis I will reply, I just want you to have thew start that I never got. x
EDIT; I AM NOT TRYING TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO HAVE A EATING DISORDER, IF THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE ONE THEN THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE ONE, I AM JUST TRYING TO HELP THEM TO DO IT PROPPERLY. x
Ok so I was very nearly found out just then, my mum was putting the rubbish out, to be collected tomoz, and she comes into the sitting room where I am, holding a crumpit that I was supposed to have eaten for breakfast (everyday I throw it away into the bin so she thinks I have eaten it)so she says 'Alex why is this in the bin?' I panicked and din't know what to say and just went 'Um I didnt want it this morning' she didnt ask any more questions but I am now really freeked out that she is going to realise I am doing it everyday and then might ask more questions.
Also when I was getting changed out of my school stuff earlyer she came in and before i could cover up she said 'gosh u r looking skinny' and then walked out, I dont want her to find out about my problem, I feel guilty enough as it is.
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