Stephen (SimvivoRWay) Confessional EP:1
Well, here I am. Can't believe I'm back at this again, I think it's been... 3 years since I played last on Tengaged. I've had some time to mature, to grow and get to know myself a lot more. I've also been dealing with some pretty bad stuff lately and I'm very intrigued if those new experiences will help me out.
In the past, as some people may know, I was known for being the person who plays relatively well, gets close to the end a lot, but sadly never wins. Some would also say I was the villain with the heroic attitude, which is true, but I notice that every game is a story of itself. What is my constant is that I'm always either very social/strategic or not at all, and that bites you in the butt sometimes. I'm also very fearful of stabbing people in the back, so it will definitely be a challenge to find that middle ground I need to win. Make no mistake, I have the qualities needed and I have proven that repeatedly in the past, but I need to know when to use what and to properly assess every situation I get myself into.
Now, in this game, I'm coming in with mixed feelings. I'm happy, I'm excited, but also there's that feeling of nervousness which I'm trying to get rid of. I think it's a mix of me being away for so long that I'm not connected to these players, I don't know them and therefore my perception of them might be off, and also the fact that I already have known enemies on my tribe like Natalie.
I've rarely had really bad conflicts in the games I've played, but one of those was Natalie. We have a long history of voting each other out and fighting sometimes. I know that she's very influential, she's very sneaky and if she wants to, she will have me voted out first. However, she knows that I'm loyal to the alliances I make and it's been a while, so why not bury the hatchet? She'll probably be scrambling for allies too, so it would be a perfect opportunity to try and get her on my side, make her feel comfortable, nice and safe. I'm keen on approaching her and seeing what she has to say to me.
Others in my tribe, I remember Josh. He was very nice and we have worked together before, so I'll definitely be approaching him too. Well, I'll be approaching everyone. I'll make that first ''Hi, how are you'' talk and go from there. I will not talk much game as I don't wanna appear too strong right off the bat, but just enough, so I can feel the pulse and see what they have in store for me. I don't want to be the first person voted out and I intend to make an impact in this game. Whether it be by winning or something else - who knows?