Chandler H. (Chandelier):
I blindsided yesterday and man that was not cool. It was like tasting my own poison hahaha. That was the first vote that I was not inclusive and this is awesome because I'm the only person still in this game who really didn't know that, something that could mean that I'm 100% at the bottom of the game but I'm working on it.
Pietro was eliminated with and I was not included in the vote with the argument that he and I were a duo because we were Brazilian and would go to the final together. An extremely prejudiced thought. It is not because he and I are from the same country that we are going to be a duo. Girl, really ??? Never in my life would I go to the final with Pietro because I know that going to the final with him, Tiff or Calypso is tremendous stupidity.
Kacey got immunity and that was something that shocked me because I didn't really expect that and until last night there was a consensus that Tiff would go away. However this morning I was informed that Calypso had become the new target because apparently Tifanny poses no danger in immunity challenges.
I think it's super risky to drag Tiffany closer and closer to ftc because girl, if she pulls two immunities in a row out of nowhere, she'll win this game. People underestimate her a lot.
Since I found myself in a situation outside the vote, I started kissing more asses and when I say that, I mean Ben and Kacey. I want to go to the final tribal with these two. I can't see myself working with Zyler anymore, our relationship is broken, he already voted for me and I can't forget that he was on the move where Colin's idol got flushed. He has a case to present despite being called someone who was not playing to win.
Tiffany wants me to go to the rocks because she says that I will be on 4th and Kacey, Ben and Zyler will go to the final and I will not lie that it goes through my head but I KNOW that I cannot go to the final with Calypso and Tiffany and going to the stones expose me to the risk of elimination in a draw of 3 people where 2 will be on the side I voted for and only one will be on the other side. The chances are not on my side and even if they are, the trust I have with the other 2 will be broken because I will have Zyler in the game, someone I just voted for and Kacey stressed because Ben left. It kills my whole social situation in this game. This is not the best for my game. Unlike Calypso and Tifanny, I don't just need to get on ftc to win, I really need to earn it and for that I need to be smart and do things for MY game not for the game of two people who are already guaranteed everything and they just need a little sheep to help them reach the final.
I feel like I have a good game and I feel it because I am making decisions thinking only of my individual and if it is selfish, I am selfish, I don't care about accepting this title for myself. I'm here to do what I believe is the best for me, just for me, and if it explodes in my face it's fine but I fall doing what was necessary to reach the final and win and not to reach the final being placed in third or second place.
This is my game, my kingdom and I am ready to be crowned.