Chandler H. (Chandelier):
I feel like I just did one of the biggest and most brutal blindsides of my life and even though I feel bad that Erik might be upset with me, I can't stop feeling so proud !!!!! I love Erik and he is definitely one of my favorite people on tengaged but it was necessary for this to happen for me to increase my chances in this game. I want to win this more than anything and I am determined to go the extra mile to do this.
We are in final 7 but I am Chandler Margaret Hytes in final 6 because GUESS WHAT BITCH, I won immunity with my bad challenge skills and that’s one of the reasons I don’t regret eliminating Ashanti. If he were here, I definitely wouldn't have won that immunity so Miss Chandler scores 1 and the rest who said that was dumb scores 0. Actually Miss Chandler scores 2 and the rest 0 bc I also was able to get Kacey to flip last tribal which people said I couldnt do.
After the votes were read, Ben and Zyler were super pissed and it made me a little alarmed. I know that neither of them plans to go to the final tribal with Pietro and Calypso which is EVERYTHING for me because it means that we will probably have 3 Izmir in the final BUT at this very moment in the game there are 5 Izmir here. Tiff that if God wants me to leave today, Ben, Zyler, Kacey and Me. My fear is that Zyler, Kacey and Ben will form an alliance and leave me out of the final 3 as soon as Tiff leaves.
I feel in an Ashanti 2.0 situation with this vote on Tiff. Again I am the swing vote and I need to decide what is best for my game. If Tiff reaches the final 6, she, calypso and pietro will have the power to tie the vote and this is not very cool because I really don't know how far these 3 would remain super loyal to themselves if they gained power and to tell you the truth i think they would go to ftc together because nobody wants to sit with them there or that is why they don't get together and form their own ftc trio?
If Tiff leaves, I can tie the vote with Pietro and Calypso in the final 6 and try to get Kacey to flips on Zyler or Ben and preferably Ben who may be a bigger threat than Zyler, even though Ben never won immunities, he he was not called someone who was playing for second place like Zyler and Kacey were. But I'm not going to lie, I'm afraid that people will turn on me when Tiff leaves because we were close but girl, let's face it, a lot of people in the jury must fucking hate me.
This vote is very complex and can fuck my game so hard in this final stretch of the game but I'm not going to lie, I don't want to go to the final with Pietro, Calypso or Tiffany because they would shine more than me with their stories and for me to have one minimum chance of that happening, I have to keep Ben, Zyler and Kacey in good standing with me. If I vote against Ben and Zyler today, the chances of the survivor wanting to work with me afterwards are almost nil while voting for Tiff, I keep everyone neutral with me, something that helps me through the game.
In this final stretch, it is necessary that I have solid relationships that take me to the ftc to tell my case to a lot of people who are crazy about life with me but this is something to think about later because now I really want to focus on getting to ftc with a good story to tell.