Today is a Sunday and I woke up with horrible news.
I first heard because I heard my mother telling our relatives he died. She started crying. It was the only time in my whole life I have seen her cry.
I just wish I could be with him right now but we are on different continents. I am originally from Ghana where he is. He has tried so hard to get in the states but he didn't get the opportunity to. I remember the last time I talked to my father was when he face timed us but I was "too busy playing a game"!
I hate myself
PS:
*WOW, my dads side of the family said he died May 4th but they didn't tell us till today*
The same thing happened to me. My grandfather came over to our house on Easter and I just sat on my phone the whole time. I didn’t know it would be the last time I saw him before he killed himself. I felt so bad
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you're feeling but don't hate yourself, you couldn't have known.
All you can do is learn and love for the future.
Omg I’m so sorry to hear that :/ I can’t even imagine the feeling of that I hope you have a successful healing through this time :/ I know it’s gotta be rough:/
