Now, I don't know about you, but that doesn't sound very pleasant or healthy - I mean, no smoking is healthy, but shit is so unclean, I'm pretty sure you aren't supposed to ingest it in any form.
Anyway, I have to go into my emo corner and cry now :(
I don't know why he is so mean to me.
I mean, I can't help existing.
*bursts into tears*
In other news : My throat hurts O.o; feel free to make crude jokes.
KingMac was originally banned for personal attacks and general douchebaggery towards other Tengagers. (i.e verbally bashing a female user and calling her fugly)
I think he also had/has multiple accounts.
Randomize made the amazingly smart move of UNBANNING KingMac, like, 24 hours ago.
KingMac proceeded to engage in behaviour and conversation that was borderline paedophile.
He has now been banned again.
I, PopBelly, had 5 Tengaged accounts in total, including this one and an account I never used.
3 of these have been banned/removed, and all have red noses.
I have 'repented' and apologised, and stuck to this account and this account only.
If Randomize see's fit to unban a weirdo like KingMac, I request that my red nose on PopBelly is removed, or that I can create a new account without getting banned.
Please reply, Randomize.
:)
I hear KingMac returned!?
Is this true?
How can this beeeee??
RANDOMIZE HAS BETRAYED US!
But it appears King is banned again now :O
In life news - school sucks.
It makes me miss so much of my internet life :(
And I'm going through such an anti-social stage right now, ya know, I'd rather do homework than talk to people at lunch.
When I said that my Mum asked if I wanted coke-bottle glasses.
I said yes.
I still have not received them.
Oh the humanity!
My therapist and I will have a lot to talk about.
EDIT :: I have gotten some glasses for my Tengaged avatar until I receive some in real life. I think they are quite fetching.
So a couple months ago, I was brainstorming a vampire story idea, and I came up with the names and numbers of the characters.
The main character ended up being named Lucy - because I normally give my characters out there names, and I wanted a common one for once.
Only today did I notice how girls named Lucy don't seem to bode well.
In the 1992 version of Dracula... Lucy gets raped by Dracula (in wolf form or something crazy).
In Sweeney Todd, a different Lucy totally gets raped also.
and if I recall correctly there is a Lucy in Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
And the other week I had a dream about my character called Lucy getting hypotised and bitten by the lead vampire in my story! :o
Poor, poor Lucy... your name must be cursed.
Any one else have any examples or coincidences?
Sooo, I got this friend, let us call him 'Jay'.
He's in year 11, I'm in year 9.
He has never had a real girlfriend, and he has only kissed one girl.
He really likes me, and we went out for like a week once last year, lol.
Well, today, I went for a walk with him at lunch during school.
And I kissed him.
It only lasted a second or two, and his lips tasted like coca-cola.
It was my first kiss and his second.
And after I kissed him we stood in almost complete silence for a while then I ran away.
And then I figure out that I don't like him enough to go out with him.
I mean, sometimes I get butterfly feelings when I hang out with him, but it always feels kinda awkward between us I think.
Another problem is, while I think he is cute, I don't think he's 'hot'.
He isn't particularly attractive to me, and no matter how much he likes me or I like him, I think that's fairly important if I want things to be right between us when we kiss, ya know.
Anyway, this is just a little rant because I don't see my therapist till like tuesday or thursday and I am worried I mighta screwed up our already awkward friendship.
In the meantime, I will generally avoid relationships with guys in real life, and focus on the sad, sad world inside my head - inwhich guys are perfect and I can date them all at the same time..
Because that is so much better than reality.
