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DERREN BROWN STARTS THIS FRIDAY` Oct 19, 2011


yudsfgvdsagbduiabk GAAAAHHHH!!!! excited :)
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im a time lord baby Oct 17, 2011
im from gallifrey!



you think you can beat me?

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sat here in october Oct 16, 2011
me and my flat mate are singing christmas songs :) oh, were so cool.
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fan made doctor who series needs cast Oct 16, 2011
anyone from UK around the merseyside area who are fans of doctor who can get involved



:)
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i need to rant....... Oct 10, 2011
sorry, ive got a lot on my mind right now, and noone to talk it over with, cant post it on facebook because too many people on there will worry if they know i am (i know pretending to be strong never helped anyone but i dont want the whole conversation with close family and friends with whats on my mins and stuff i just wanna rant and leave it at that so it is a whole lot easier) so here i am. its 2:30am, in 8 hours i have a doctors appointment to collect results of an mri scan i went for a short while ago (ive been having really bad back pain and thatll tell me what it is apparently). ive looked up all possibilities and yes there is a chance it could be something serious but there is more of  chance its just weak muscles or a trapped nerve or something. ive had blood tests and they didnt show anything so its not likely its anything serious because otherwise, it would more than likely show up on them. on the small chance that it actually is anything serious, the fact the blood tests didnt show anything probably means that if the mri scan does catch it, the possibilities are that its in well enough time to be cured so theres not much to worry about there. i know that and im not worried about that..... much. the thing that is playing on my mind is the doctor. i have a phobia of any medical staff and until one of my closest friends basically forced me to go to my GP to get my back checked out, the only medical people i had came into contact with on my own were nurses when i give blood every few months or so. im fine with that because it is in a room full of people and its all for a good cause. i dont know why that makes a difference but it does. the first time i went to my GP, my friend came along with me. he was nice and calm and actually treat me like a real person (the thing that started my phobia of medical people was that nearly every experience ive had, they just treat you like youre just another part of their job, theyre so cold and emotionless and really dont seem like they care) so since then every appointment ive had with my gp i have went on my own (the friend that forced me to go and came along with me is the only one who knows i have a phobia of doctors and i really dont wanna tell anyone else.... again, me being stupid and trying to maintain the image of "the strong one" i cant help it, i dont like people who are close to me worrying too much) and she lives a 30 minute bus ride away. every time ive been the hospital, ive had my flatmate come with me (i blamed it on the 45 minute walk i didnt want to do alone) but now dr grey (the doctor whos been dealing with me for this) isnt in the surgery this week so i have someone else and i really dont know what he/shes going to be like, and i have to face this one alone. i know im being a big wimp and i know its stupid that im not that bothered about what the results will say but im losing sleep about seeing a new doctor, a person trained to help people, on my own and i dont know why its bothering me so much, it just is and im literally shaking with fear because now after writing all this its only 7 hours and 40 mins to go. maybe thats just me being pathetic, i dont know. maybe i am, i just had to let it all out and whether anyones going to read all of this, i dont know, whether any of this makes any sense at all, i dont care. it feels a little better to get it off my chest and has just given me time to rant and type and do something for the past 25 mins or so... and im going to shut up now lol
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stupid hospitals -.- Sep 21, 2011
ive been suffering with back pain on and off for about 2 years. since about june its been really bad so i went the doctors last month. he reffered me to the hospital for physiotherapy and i had an appointment for an xray to see what they need to work on so i went in, shown the letter to the woman on the front desk and she said "xrays are on lower ground floor, go down there and show them the letter" so i went down and gave the letter to the xray department and they said "your appointment isnt with us, you need the xray department in the out patients  suite, ground floor, first corridor on your right, 2nd door on your left" so i went back up there and into the right department and the woman said "thats great, please confirm your address is __________" and i said "thats my old address, i recently moved to _________" so she updated the records and said "ok, fine just take a seat and it shouldnt be too long" i sat down at 9:38 and my appointment was 9:45. it got to 10:31 and i realised patients were coming in and getting seen to within 10 mins so i asked if itd be much longer till i got seen and the woman just laughed and said "oh, sorry thats my fault, because i was changing your address i forgot to book you in, well fit you in soon" 10:52 my name got called out (i know all the times exactly because i was checking what to write on the complaints form xD) i went round the corner and into an office room (the xray rooms were the opposite way) he then explained to me that nowadays because of radiation risks and stuff they have to seriously consider whether it would help medical diagnosis to do an xray and theyre not sure that it would in my case so ive got to go back on 29th for a mri scan instead. so i waited an hour and 13 minutes just to be told that they cant do anything until a later date...... couldnt they have realised that earlier and sent me for a mri scan straight away instead of telling me AFTER my xray appointment was supposed to be? the nhs are a load of bull.
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