Austin (Webly) Confessional EP:6
Here's my problem in this game:
I get too paranoid. With a game of Survivor, there are twists. This season has idols. No one has played an idol yet. Maybe no one has found one. This is Survivor though, and I'm sure someone has found an idol. It's possible all the idols are found. In our tribe of 6, we are about to face another vote, where the outcome is supposed to be 5-1. However, JB is a strong and smart player. Do I think he's going to go down without a fight? No. Knowing this, I approached him, and I talked about the vote rather than blindly going with the group of 5 (me, Syd, Joe, Mike, and Chris). Because now the group is an official alliance.
What I'm worried about is JB playing an idol at tribal council and voting for me to go home. He knows I'm a threat. I wouldn't be shocked if he did that. So, I just wanted to make sure that I am going to be safe. But then, we start having a conversation, and he is so much more oblivious than I imagined in my mind. He doesn't realize that his name is on the chopping block and that everyone is voting him. I didn't tell him this, but he did tell me that Chris and Mike are going to try and split it 3-3. I don't actually believe this because of our five-person alliance, but JB does. Anyway, I told him how his name came up but that I was also open to other ideas. (This is true -- I just think it's unlikely that another strong idea would take hold.) He said he wasn't going to vote for me which was really my main concern in talking to him. On a game level, I don't find JB as threatening as I find Chris and Mike. That is partially why I decided to divulge the information to JB. And, I would've liked to find an opportunity to switch Joe and Sydney's minds. However, it seems like everyone is really into the alliance. I'll keep pretending to be, but I'm keeping my options open. I hope JB doesn't rat me out. He said he wouldn't. Yet, this is Survivor.
Lmao oh well if he does. I'm a
#mess.