Chandler H. (Chandelier):
I finally made it to the merge after so much suffering in that game. It's great to know that even though I'm going to the tribal council again, everyone is going together because there are no more stupid tribal challenges for my losing tribe to lose. Now I can be content with my defeats in the challenges of individual immunity knowing that thousands more people will be in the same shit as me.
Arriving at the merge camp, I was shocked that despite Izmir having literally lost all immunity challenges, we are in a 7-5 majority. Of the 6 eliminated in the pre merge, only 2 were from Izmir, which means, Bursa sucks.
The 7 original Izmir decided to stay together and to tell you the truth, I don't see this shit going far beyond 3 tribal councils because we have some crazy bitches between us but for now, let's play Sophie Clarke's pangong way of life.
I don't know if I already said that but I don't like Clair. She and I had a past at a game a month ago. I consider Clair to be a bit robotic and difficult to talk to, so I didn't miss the opportunity to drop her name on the wheel because I want her out before me. Antonio didn't like the idea very much and came with some schizophrenic chats on me. He and I argued and now I like him less.
I told him that I felt that as in every holy game I am in, my ring never hears me when we get to the merge and he came up with a "cut the acting, you always do well at games" chat. Baby, for me, getting to ftc is not doing great in the game. I WANT TO WIN.
Anyway, everyone agreed but we have reached an interesting part now, I, Chandler Margaret Hytes, are taking the votes from Bursa. Pietro told me that. I LOVE that I met a Brazilian in this game and I hope he is someone who will hold my wave here.
I'm nervous about going home tonight. I'm not ready for that but I also don't know if I want to change the vote and let Clair stay another day, but what if she has an idol? But it would be so delicious to see her go ... Things are ... um ... getting interesting?
There is a possibility that the merge idol or the re-hidden idol of Bursa may be at hand if one of them and that scares the fuck out of me.
Clair and I are probably going to a battle today, unless I'm a chicken and try to change the vote. OOP.
One thing that made me curious is that Clair said that she heard that I started to drop her name, something that is true BUT I just did it in the fucking Izmir group so some unsalted little bitch crapped me.
#IzmirStrongMyAss
#PrettySureItWasAntonio
#MissChandlerAintLeaving.
I'm going to start letting go of my social spells and if I end up leaving, fuck all these bitches and they burn in hell for having eliminated me.
I'M NOT READY TO GO.