Ashanti (KingGeek) Confessional EP:10
i've never been more zoned out/confused in a round like ever honestly. part of it is my fault since i went on a netflix binge last night after winning immunity, but that doesn't explain why everyone and their intentions come off mad fucking confusing!
let's start post-kevin vote off, almost the entire cast went on call and had some drunk/crazy fun. afterwards, when people started dropping, ken and i were pulled onto a private call with mike in which he presented gunning for zorbo/lq. he told us about how lq has as many connections as i assumed zorbo had, and we all discussed how lq gunning for zorbo was shady. he also stated how he wanted us three to make it to the end, which i'm not sure how that'll work since i'm assuming it'll be a final two. i'll just end up taking ken, duh. love mike tho, that's my baby. now for me, i partly believe in lq but i can see where the suspicion comes from. after this, i kinda died for like the entire day.. even when i was present in conversation. the common names, however, were: felipe, zorbo, lq. there mentions of attempting to flush julian's idol, as there always is, and continued livingston suggestions as fodder for less significant players - like felipe.
regardless, it seems as if sixcess is done. fwb began talking and realized that felipe isn't the best decision to go. we debated but it seems like the general consensus was lq. i, personally, want to do zorbo after lq showed me screenshots of him wanting to target me in the fast forward but i mean it's whatever. i wanna remain intact with fwb and i don't think not voting with them at this stage of the game would do any service to me. but now that the lq vote seemed to be set, we had trouble looking for that fifth. felipe, as disconnected he is from everyone personally, seems to be that person and we're using the fact they've has said his name as ammunition. he seems to be on board, but it does kinda irritate me that we have to bank on him being like.. forreal. i barely talk to him, to me: he has no personality or any soul. i like being able to CONNECT with who i'm working with and i couldn't be far more distant from felipe than what i already am.
also ken gave me the merge idol he found incase things go SOUTH since i'm immune this round but i honestly doubt some crazy mess will happen. i was gonna give it back to him after this but i'm not sure if he'll be present at the fast forward so i'm gonna keep it PERMANENTLY.